SYAZANAH ♥

460; Baby comeback :(

2011-09-18T20:52:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

So how are you people ?

And how's Raya ? (:

Sigh, im bored now and there's no one to entertain me.

Baby went to Bali and will only be back by tmrw night.

I miss him oh so much. :(

Kay, must be patient one day left. Hehehehe.

I tol him to pick me up on wednesday. Yayayayay! :B

So anw,

I had a .. boring raya. okayluh actually.

I only went out three times with friends.

Alleys, Classmates and baby's ite friends.

Well better than nothing right ? (;

I had a great time overall.

Prelims are over. Finally.

And i reallyreallyreally hope i'll pass most of em.

Oh god, if not daddy's gonna sembelih me. :(

Confirm kena nag. Sighhh.

Insya'Allah i'll pass. I did study for most of em anws.

Heheheheh.

I've got nothing to say already. :(

Hmm.. oh! N level's in two weeks.

Ayayai. I want to get it over and done with!

Two papers down. About four more to go. Jiayou everyone!

Lepas tu dah boleh enjoyyyyyyy~

But pray that your results will be good uh.

Prom night on the 22nd of November,

We did'nt get the best hotel i must say and the ticket

cost 65bucks. Aduyaiiii.

I ask mum to pay em for me cause im saving

money for something else. Someone's 17th birthday is coming.

I hafta make it an awesome one. Hehehehe. <3

I've got a few things plan on my mind.

And nope it's not a surprise to him. Hehe.

I'll just end everything here.

Takecare everyone and study hard. (;

xx, Syaz <3

459 ; Dedicated to my lovely boy

2011-09-01T09:53:00.000-07:00

Today's the 2nd of September 2011.

Happy 6th Monthsary, sweetheart. <3

It's been a long journey for us huh ?

And i'm sure it'll last longer. Much much longer.

Thankyou baby, for everything.

I know you've never given up on me no matter what.

I know you'll love me no matter what.

You've been the best love, you really have been.

I've never had anyone who loves me so much as you do.

I swear, you're the first.

I know we've had tons of tough times together.

But i know, we'll still make things right, being there for one another.

I hafta admit that i've change for the worse.

I'm sorry if i did sayang. I'm sorry if i ever disappoint you in any way.

I know i have, And it hurts you so deeply. Im sorry for everything.

But please remember my love, i will always love you.

I want to be yours forever. Till the last days of our lives.

And i want you to be mine and i dont wish to share you with no one else.

Can i have that wish sayang ?

I love you my adorablecutetallhandsomehotboyperasanboytktaumalu boyfriend.

I will always always always love you.

Please don't leave me. I don't know what i'll do without you.

You're my true love. I don't want no one else.

Even if you think some else is better for me, i hafta disagree with that.

You're perfect in my eyes, perfectly imperfect.

I love you, Mohd Afiq Bin A M ♥

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Lots of love, Nurul Syazanah Bte A H ♥

458 ; hrm hrm hrm

2011-09-01T09:36:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

Sorry for not updating my blog.

I'm lazy and i dont really use the laptop or computer that much.

Heheheheh. So anw, ignore my previous post.

The situation's over. Though i think some are over reacting.

But it's okay. I'm fine with it. I really dont care no more.

If you wanna let your ego take control of you so be it.

I can't do a thing. (;

Moving on from that,

Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf zahir dan batin!

i know i've done a lot of unpleasent things.

Haha, im sorry alright. Forgive me.

Well, to those who's having their N/O levels,

All the best! Jiayou! ^^

So my social studies N level paper is next tuesday.

Ahhh, im not confident. Really im not. :(

Pray i'll do my best. Insya'Allah, Amiin.

Oh, and then the next day will be both my english paper.

Sigh, scared liao leh. What if i'll flunk em, huh ? :(

But anyway, i dont know what else to blog about.

Mehehehe, my apologies fellow readers.

Till here.

xx, Syaz

457 ; "These people aren't your friends, they're paid to kiss your feet." -Radiohead

2011-07-21T21:19:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

Today, it's the worst day of the week, of the month perhaps.

Well, I didn't know my friends, whom i'd been with for 4 years,

would turn my back. How could yall... i cant believe it..

I'm that type who always loose my cool easily.

And i know yall are aware. So i guess, yall had enough..

Just to let yall know. What you guys said really triggered me.

"Tkde kawan mcm kau tak rugi bro." "leklek sua."

wow... thanks. Afiq Harraz, Zaidani, Hakeem, Hizkil, Luqman, Husein

and whoever who's there. Thanks a lot. I bet yall didnt know i cried.

Oh wait, yall didnt care. I fuckin cried till i couldnt breathe.

I fuckin cried till my eyes were veryvery swollen.

Never thought i'd cry for pathetic bitches like you.

I treated all of you as my bestfriends.

My best buddies. My best hunks. But yall just blew it.

It's gonna take sometime for me to gain all of your trust back.

Yall laughed at me at twitter. Yall made fun of me at twitter. Fuck you!

Just yall wait! Karma's gonna hit yall back like a brick!

Every! single! one! of! you! I pray for that to happen!

Laugh again ah laugh. _|_

Now, i dont feel like going to school at all.

I dont care if im taking my N level this year.

i just dont want to see your faces in school anymore.

Don't bother apologising cause i doubt i'll forgive any one of you.

I'm really in need of boo and eyla.

Talked to eyla just now. Asked her the most basic question.

do you hate me ? - rephrased. she said no.

she comforted me soon after. thankyou.

i've never had a bestfriend like you. idk what i'll do if youre with them.

thanks babe. thankyou soooo much.

as for boo, he was angry. really angry.

he wanted their numbers. but nah i dont want to give.

i didnt want him involve in this. nope i really dont.

i'll bear with those laughters and pain. i can do it.

sigh. i've got nothing else to say.

my head hurts now. i needa rest. meeting boo later.

and Alleys. My last bunch of close friends left.

thats all for now. takecare readers.

im still crying typing this post. why oh why. :'(

xoxo, Syaz

456 ; "Baby please dont go"

2011-07-20T04:34:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum !

I'm lazy to update now. Really.

But since im bored, and i've got nothing else to do.

Might as well update my blog. (:

many series of events went on in school.

Took my mt o level and english n level oral already.

and there was B2B concert. And i just took my mt o level lc yestd.

im tired. i swear. been feeling so since a past month or so.

sigh. it'll pay off.

moving on,

my first prelim paper was just now.

English paper one and two. Both was doable.
Hopefully i could pass. I've got no paper tmrw.

Meaning, i dont need to attend school. wee~

But SS prelim on friday. So i'll be studying at home. (:

This post is short and sweet. I dont know what else to say anymore.

Update again when i can. Takecare.

xoxo, Syaz

455 ; Comeback

2011-07-02T09:53:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

Im bored now. I dont know what to do.

Sigh. And i've been kindda busy lately.

I'm struggling with art. I didnt manage to complete 4 prep for the first checkpoint.

So meaning, im getting one white form on tuesday. Great..

The seccond and last checkpoint will be on 15th July.

i will most definitely complete all. 5 preps and the whole painting.

Im half way done with painting. Yay! ^^

Sigh. So baby left for Phuket two days back.

I miss you so. I really feel down this few days. :(

3 days left! Jiayou! Come back safely please!

Im lucky though. I mean, i could contact him using whats app.

So yah. And i got to know he bought me things.

Adui, not necessary please. Heh. Love that gemok.

Moving on,

I've start tuition! finally, i have tuition!

i needa buck up on my studies. N levels coming!

but most prolly imma go ite next year.

i cant cope with sec 5, i just know. but we'll see.

maybe i'll change my mind, insya'Allah i will. (:

hmm, what else do i want to say out ?

Ahh, i wanna go shopping! :(

I want to go shopping so bad! :(

Okay im going Vietnam this friday. Hehehe.

Just me and my mum and her friends. Yes!

Shopping please mummy ? I want to buy clothes!

Please ? :(( Im going for three days. Will be back on sunday.

Awesome. Bwesome. Nwesome. ^^

I shall stop here. There's nothing for me to talk about.

Tuesday come quick! Takecare readers.

xoxo, Syaz

454 ; for you.

2011-06-16T06:52:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

So i met him yestd right..

And yes, things went well. So we're back in action.

I'm glad i met him. I'm glad he talked me through.

I cried a lot yestd while he was talking.

Ohgod, please dont put me through that ever again.

I bet i could fill a bucket with my tears. Okay fake. Tsk.

So yeah. We were laughing soon after. Hehe.

And everything felt different. Oh yes it did.

I can't explain how i feel now. It's just great, yknow. (:

I was goofing arnd with him. And so did he.

I love you honey. I love you so much. <3

Moving on,

My holidays sucks right now.

I mean, i can't go out. I hafta takecare of my siblings.

I miss my boys so so bad. :(

I miss my classmates too! Ugh.

But we're gonna have outing on monday to sentosa!

Hopefully everyone could go. Ohyes. My fantabulous 4NA hunks and eyla.

I can't wait really! But ...

This means i cant meet my baby. Ahuh i cant.

And i'm off to malaysia next week for five days. :(

I cant survive that.. How ? Sigh.

Well i just have to divide my time for him. Ahuh i will.

Oh! Maher Zain's concert this saturday!!!

I CANNOT WAIT! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

So it's just me, my mum and my younger sister.

us three girls. its like a girls day out. ^^

then on sunday, we're gonna celebrate my grandpa's birthday.

at my aunts. whom i fought with. great....

nevermind, for my grandpa! ^^

and then on monday to sentosa!

wow.. im packed. how to meet baby gini ? :(

i'll negotiate, if i can.

so, i guess i'll stop here. idk what to say anymore.

baby wants to read it. si kpo tu. :p

okay toodles.

xoxo, Syaz

453

2011-06-15T03:56:00.000-07:00

I love you, Mohd Afiq Bin A.M

452 ; I'll comeback...

2011-06-15T03:48:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

I'm practically feeling awful now..

I've got no one to turn to..

So i'll just blog about how im feeling now.

Hoepfully, someone out there cares.

Sigh, doubt so. Here goes..

Me and my baby..

We broke up just now. But i told him, i'll be back.
I promise i will be. I can't live without him..

You'll probably be wondering why. Well,

We keep having small arguments.

And this small arguments will eventually turn to big ones.

I cant take it.. I'm staying strong every single time.

But i just cant do it anymore.. :(

My hands trembled. My heart was aching.

My head was spinning. Tears kept falling.

All this emotions at a time, it sucks.

Never have i felt this way. And never do i want to feel this again.

Everything's just not going right...

I need some time alone. And i really do.

But i cant help it but to text him.

I want to know how he's doing. I want him to be fine.

Well, i guess he is. He keeps using all those smileys.

Thats good right ? :(

At the same time, I feel that he doesnt care..

He's not making any effort to make me stay.

In my opinion that is. So what should i do ?

I dont want to feel this way. I want him back.

But something's just holding me back...

I wish i could save myself on this.

I want to escape from this all. Help me..

I'll end here. No point me bragging.

Thanks to those who told me to cheer up.

It wont help but thankyou. Atleast i know,

i have friends around me, everytime.

And to you,

I miss you. I miss those times.

Where'd it go ? Tell me.

I don't know, maybe you've changed. Or is it me ?

I know i'm always feeling upset over small things.

But that doesnt mean you should give up.

Leaving me to cheer myself up. I know,

i told you i'll be fine. yes i will,

but with you there, it'll make things way better.

I guess i should be understanding. I need to be more, in fact.

It takes time honey, and you know that.

I can't make this few changes at one time.

I just want things to go back to the first time.

The first time we contacted. The first time we develop feelings towards one another.

The first time when we got together, love.

I miss you. I love you. I need you now...

So i guess thats it.

I'll be meeting him later after his rovers.

hopefully things will go well..

xoxo, Syaz

450 ; Everything i need ~

2011-05-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

I'm posting this specially for my babyboy. Hehe.
I typed it out in my phone while waiting for my turn for oral the other day.
And let him read it a few days later. ^^
Imma share it here cause he wants to save it.
I'll type exactly kay. Here goes..

13th May 2011.

Hello.
I've meet this amazing guy. Who makes me giggle.
Who makes me smile. Who makes me wonder.
Well, basically, never in my life i've met a guy like him.
I once told myself, not to fall for another person cause
i know i'll get hurt in the end, and give myself time until i grow older.
But i just couldn't resist him. Yes, him. He makes my day a whole lot better.
He makes my life worth living for. I never look forward to another dreadful day.
But everything changed until i met him. I may be throwing attitudes at him sometimes.
And being a nuisance but deep in my heart, i dont mean it.
I'm just.. like this. I promise myself i would change for the better.
Not to get angry easily and be more patient.
For him and for the people around me. Yes, i'm sensitive, i'm weak.
And i'm not afraid to admit that. Truthfully, i miss my happy-go-lucky times.
And i wish to return to those times. Insya'Allah, i will.
I'm considered lucky to have him in my life.
He's always there for me, to comfort me, to not make me feel left out.
He's a very patient and understanding person. Almost hard to find.
He's always put up with my shit. How can i not be lucky.
I adore him for that. Im inspired by everything.
Yes, he inspires me in every possible way.
Thankyou Allah, for letting me have a guy like him.
I would want him forever in my life. Insya'Allah.
I dont know what i'll do if i lose him. I really dont.
So here's to you my oh-so-cuteirresistablehothandsomeadorablelovely babyboy,

I love you. Have faith in me.
I won't leave you sayang. I promise.
I would try my hardest to keep that promise.
I'm always here when you need me. Im always here to comfort you.
Im always here, for you. Im really hoping we'll last till forever.
I wouldn't want to lose you. We'll go through every shit together.
Through thick and thin baby. I love you sayang.
I love you so much, Muhd Afiq Bin Abdul Muthalib.
I'm yours to keep. Booboo, stay with me forever.
*hug and kisses*

xoxo,
Nurul Syazanah Bte Abdul Hadi. <3

449 ; lucky.

2011-05-10T00:44:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

Okay, i felt like doing updating. Hehh.

So, how's your day ? (:

It's been really hot lately right ? I know!

i'm sweating. everyday i am swe-ating! -.-"

Cannot tahan already. I keep complaining to boyfriend.

hehehehehe. So,

Had biolody paper today.

I'm confident i can pass. Ahuhyeah.

Hopefully chemistry wont pull my marks down. Amin..

I had fun today with my classmates.

Went to luqman's place and did some stuff.

And watched a movie too, vampire assistant. ^^

the show.. quite complicated uh.

his nephew and niece so cute!! twins!

Nawal and Nalil, i think. Cool names. I loike.

Moving on,

I'm in need of tuition now.

I really need to buck up on my maths.

It seems like i've forgotten a lot of things.

And i can't let that happen. N levels coming!

Speaking of N level, O level mt is coming.

30th May . Gosh, i hope i could get distinction,

so i could officially drop the subject for good!

Insya'Allah! Amin! (:

I've got nothing to say now.

gonna go study with Ram, Acap, all later.

takecare. okbai.

i miss my boyfriend. :(

xoxo, Syaz ♥

448 ; always be my baby ♥

2011-05-06T11:30:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

How are you ? (:

Okay, i love the picture vvv much. hehehe.

just edited it. nice tak ? (;

so that day when i went out with booboo was awesome!

woodlands waterfront > vivocity > secret recipe > ban&jerry's

i want more pleaseeee. ^^ lets go shopping next. ;D

moving on,

most of the major papers are done.

im left with bio and history. the major ones.

gosh. i screwed up my maths. both papers.

and my SS. hais..

ive got no confident in passing maths. serious. :(

another thing,

im sick. cough, flu, massive headache. aduii~

ate three tablets of panadol just now.

one cold relief and another two normal one.

kalau overdose how uh ? idk if my body can take it anot.

im suprise im still awake though. nyehe.

nak accompany baby pnye pasal. <3

so, currently,

im webcaming with him.

except that i cant see him. :(

okay, thats all. pathetic i know.

panas ah. kbai.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

447 ; y u so cute ? (;

2011-05-01T11:25:00.000-07:00

Dear

myohsocuteadorablehandsomehotfatasslovelyunderstandingawesomebabyboybooboo,

2nd months!

We've been through a lot together, good times and bad.

and you've been really understanding towards so many things.

i really thank you for that lovely.

i know i've hurt you in so many ways, right ?

you don't hafta deny on that one. cause i know i do.

but the point is, i promise i wont leave.

we'll go through those hard times together okay ? ^^

i want you to tell me.

why you so cute ?! hahahaha.

serious. i geram tgok youuu.

macam nak gigit-gigit, cubit-cubit tau!

HAHA! okay shh! antara kita berdua. *winks*

hehehehe.

baby,

you're like a dream come true

i love you, Mohd Afiq Bin A M

i love you veryvery much.

*hugs and kisses*

xoxo, your girlfriend,

Nurul Syazanah. ♥

446 ; may ah may, -.-

2011-05-01T10:58:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

MAY IS HERE !

Hellu! okay my blog's dead. Like really dead kan ?

Hais. Im lazy to update anymore.

But i'm making an effort now cause im bored.

hehehe. so bear with the shit i'll talk.

midyears oh midyears.

english paper two ad chemistry this tuesday.

im dead. i left my tys in school. yeah i did.

followed by maths paper one and two and mt paper one

the following day. i've gotta really study. :(

im neither confident in both chem and maths.

weakest oi! camne nie ? :(

Im gonna find tuition after midyears.

with hizkil and luqman. insya'Allah kite dapat.

amin.

moving on,

i feel left out in school. yes i do.

i may look all smiles and all but im so not inside.

i talked to baby the other day.

and i felt a lil bit better.

i told him, i feel lost when they talked about certain things.

i feel as if they dont need me around. idk how to explain.

i feel .. i just feel so left out. Hais.

How i wish i had baby by my side yknow..

or maybe the other alleys. atleast i know they wont

treat me like how my classmates do. all of them. sigh.

but i'll be okay. i know i will. (:

i'll MIA for a long time now.

maybe after myes. ^^

gonna make one more post after this.

just for my babyboo.

im talking to him now. and he's singing to himself.

sakit telinga! hehehehe. okbai.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

445 ; It's been so long~

2011-04-14T01:58:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

I am so sorry for the lack of updates. Hehe.

I'm very lazy already. And no time luuh. ^^

S anyways, I'm starting to get all stressed up with school.

I mean, I suck at my math already. Like seriously!

And i dont know what to draw for my art coursework.

I've got the final design already. But the prep work,

I have no idea. Guess what! I've got mid-year prep work to do too.

Sucks right! I dont know how ni. Help me.. :(

I told my mum that I want tuition for maths. and maybe chem too.

we'll see. insya'Allah can find cheap2 ones. Amin.

Moving on to other stuff,

carnival over. CIP over. sports day over. mid-year coming.

time flies. i swear. i bet the next thing i know it it's N levels.

Adui~ I want things to slow down. Can't take it..

During these events, i did enjoy myself.

except for CIP. cause i didnt go. dont blame me la.

i dont wish to talk about it. let bygones be bygones. ^^

Carnival day > awesome shitzx. but the thing that spoils

that day was. it falls on my first month with baby. hais..

Sports day > Ran for the mix relay. lose ofcourse. but emerald won

first for overall. wee~ i did cheer and wear that stupid thing. -.-

Furthermore,

Alleys started their sunday league already.

Jiayou guys! Their first match was against De Christu. last sunday.

I didnt come and support though. Heh, sorry.

But they won. 3-2. Awesomeee~

Keep up the good work guys. Insya'Allah i'll go for the next one.

Oh, we've got a new jersey. It's nice... ^^

Imma stop here. Idk when i'll update again.

Hehehe. Toodles.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

444 ; My love my love.

2011-03-15T02:13:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum .

Holidays are here!!!

Unfortunately, I cannot go out! *frowns*

Holidays burnt on staying at home babysitting.

Binget ah sial. Haha. Kay whatever. ^^

Sooo, how are you people ?

I know i've not been updating. Hehe.

Lazy la lazy. Besides, idk what to say. :B

See im blank nowowow. -.-

Currently i'm singing my heart out.

Since no one's at homwe. Exclude my younger sibs of course.

Random songs yknow. Zaman jiwang. Masya'Allah.

Nyehehehe. :B \/

So today, it's a stay home tuesday for me. Yeah. :(

Doing nothing but entertaining my sister and using the computer.

I've got a boring life, i know. Sadded.

I can't wait for tmrw! Hehehehe.

I get to meet him after three days. Eh, it's long okay.

Hmph! *looks away*

What's more he got no rovers tmrw. Lagi best!

Nyehehe. I loike. ^^

Life.

Everything has been great. Ahuh yeah.

Like i said I am loving life! And i mean it.

Wee~ Hehehehe. ^^

So i heard, Alleys vs 319 today at hockey court.

Sorry I can't come guys. I've got my reasons. Hais.

But i bet yall kick their asses. Chey. xP

I miss Alleys already.

Okay, i think that it. Idk what else to say.

Takecare, lovelies. ^^

xoxo, Syaz ♥

443 ; On the 2nd.

2011-03-08T07:14:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Okay that was taken in the field, yesterday.

Hanis's belated 16th Birthday. ^^

I know, my face annoys you. Don't look at it la.

Moving on, I'm loving my life. Ahuh yeah.

Sooo many things happen last week. Nyehehe.

As you know, we're official.

He's the sweetest thing. You know I know. :B

Hehehehehehe. *covers face*

Idk what to talk about actually. Er.

Oh! Holidays are coming. Next week next week! Ouyes.

Event's coming will be htc on saturday.

It's at pulau ubin so there's no chance i could contact you.

hais. and i'll only be back at 5pm. sucks ttm.

imma go meet you after that. hehehe.

okay, i shall stop here. im blank.

takecare readers.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

442 ; Misery.

2011-02-28T02:49:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

So, I've not been updating i know. Hehe.

I've got no time la. Plus so so lazy.

Anw, i know i look like one minah rep in that pic.

With my kening that high. Please eh. I didn't mean to do it.

And I didn't do anything to it. Original pnya, be jealous. -.-

Okay, i don't know what I'm talking. Err.

So, milestone week was last week. Sigh.

I'm not doing good. I need to buck up. N levels in a few months.

But during that week, I enjoyed myself very much.

Met up with my special someone, he accompanied me and all. Thankyou, love. ♥

I've got my maths test result. I'm super sad about it.

I failed terribly, getting 9/25 . Awesome kan ? :(

Should be getting the rest this week.

Hopefully, no more single digit numbers pleasee.

Moving on, I went to town on saturday with my dudes.

Window shopped and stuff like that.

My mother thought I went to the club that day. Hahahaha.

Buat kekek je Umik nie. Hehe.

I told her I will never ever ever go that kind of places.

Which is true. I mean, what for kan. Tsktsk.

You can just buy disco ball and lasers, blast the music and dance at home.

Hahaha. Okay that'll be weird. But whatever,

I had a great time with you. And them. xP

On sunday, i was suppose to go for Ram's gig.

But the way i acted the day before, i feel somehow guilty.

I mean, i didn't do chores. And I came home late.

So so so sorry guys. I'm really guilty for not going.

But I'm sure yall did great right ? Yeah, I'm proud of yall.

Holidays are coming!! *jumps for joy*

i know it's only for a week but im glad that i could get more sleep.

But I'm thinking of studying too. Hmm, I'll see how.

I really need to buck up laaaaa. Sigh.

I'm jealous though. Ite got 3 weeks break. So unfair. Hmph.

But whatever. After n levels baby. Muahaha.

I wanna braid my hair then maybe dye it brownish/red.

Ouuuyeah. \m/

Ohmygoodness.

I've got sec one npcc camp on friday.

All the way to sunday. this means i can't meet him. *extremely sad face*

Nevermind, Imma try to hold on to my phone the whole day.

We did organize the camp. So you CIs shut up okay! (;

But still.. Tsk. Now i'm having doubts if I should go anot.

*extremely extremely sad face*

Hais. Yknow I miss you already.

And I can't wait for wednesday baby.

You tkde rovers training lagi. And you end at 3 that day.

Yippey! i cannot wait!

i dont know what else to talk about.

so i guess i'll end here.

boring post i know. okaybai.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

441 ; My teddy bear. ♥

2011-02-18T09:14:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Idontknow if you can guess who this is.

Well, it's kindda obvious uh. :B

Let's seeeee. I'm making this post specially for him.

Yeah, cause I owe him. Why ? Continue reading please. ^^

Afique Quelo.

He's been the most sweetest guy I've ever met. I swear.

He's always been there for me whenever I need someone to talk to,

Or whatever. You name it. ^^ You can say I'm lucky to have him.

Okay, that sound as if we're together. Haha. But neh, he needs time. So do I.

And we're happy with how we are now. Very happy. Alhamdullillah.

So, as i was saying, I am lucky to have him. No one can beat him.

The way he treats me, etc. He's simply the very very best!

And his hugs are amazinggg! Hehe.
Me, being the shorter person, really enjoy his hugs.

Super comfortable la please. And at that point of time,
I just feel safe, yknow ? All wrapped up. Warm. ^^
Makes me want more, more and more. Baha. Really.
But unfortunately, I'm not able to get longer and tighter hugs from him.
Why ? Cause I'm scared the others would notice and go all cheychey on us.
Sigh. Mind your own business for once please. :P

I've been wearing his g-shock to school too.
The white one on monday and tuesday.
The purple one on wednesday till now.
Almost everyone ask me eh new watch or whatever.
Haha, sadly I only replied nope its my friend's.
In my heart I was like it's my baby's watch! Hahahahaha.
I'm serious ah. But neh, tkkan I wanna say that. Tsktsk.
Soooo, inappropriate. Idontknow when imma return it back.
Hehe. And for those who think that I've got no shame,
Puhlease, you don't know a thing. So I suggest you shut your mouth k. ^^

So I guess I'm done here, I think. Ahuh yeah.
I bet he can't wait to read it. :P
One last thing before I go, baby..

Yknow, I love you.
Yknow, I don't know what I'll do if you'd, so call, leave me.
Don't go. Please ? I'm scared. I'll admit that.
I just can't bare the pain anymore. Sigh.
Let's put that aside. I should be thanking you instead.
Thanks for always being there for me. No matter what.
Thanks for cheering me up. Whenever I feel so down.
I'm sorry if I trouble you or anything. Cause I know I did.
I'm sorry if I upset you or having mood swings. I just can't help it.
You make my heart thump whenever I see you.
You make me have butterflies in my stomach when you say
all those oh-so-sweet msges. I love it. I love you. ♥
Through thick and thin eh ? *hugs and kisses*

xoxo, Syaz ♥

440 ; Be strong. Don't give up, please.

2011-02-12T06:26:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

This week has been really tiring.

I've been going home late. Even if it's on a school night.

I've got my own reason please. Hmph.

Okay, so moving on.

Things has been great. I think.

I've heard many things, here and there.

Haiya. Why now, again ?

School has been really tiring.

Had to stayback everyday for sports and wellness presentation.

I'm surprise with my memorizing the scripts that fast.

Baha. Good job, Syazanah. *taps back* -.-

I was super nervous though. When everything ended,

all of us were jumping for joy, especially me.

Now, i've just gotta prepare for sunday, next sunday

I heard there'll be cameras and ministers etc.

ohmygod. and most probably imma be the only one talking.

wtf. I cannot do thaaaat~ cannot cannot cannot. :/

okay, enough of all these stuff. tsk.

So, i dont know what to talk about actually.

Ahah! Vday is on monday.

Umat-umat Islam enggak boleh menyambutnya ya. *indon accent*

Hahahaha. Serious. ^^

Yknow, I've been speaking in different accents.

Idk why. But i find it fun yet annoying at the same time.

So sorry to those who became my victim. Im just bored. :P

Ohyes, Alleys having tournament tmrw.

I'm not going for this one. Yeah, I'm not. :<

My parents told me to go for this tahlil or whatever at expo, in the morning.

So, all i had to say is all the best boys. Make me proud okay. ^^

Wah, i'm not use to not tagging along to see them play.

Imma be that cheerleader cum camera girl at the side.

Rooting for them. Even if I don't show it. Hais.

Sad liao leh, not going.

So i think that it. But before i go,

Dear brother,

yknow imma always be here for you., no matter what.

Beep me when you need me, to share anything.

I'll always be your listening ear. You're like an older brother to me aldy.

I don't know what I'll do if i lose you.

And to you,

takecare of yourself pleasee. Don't over exert yourself.

I'm worried for you, yknow. Hais. I think about this everyday.

I don't wish to see nor hear anything worse.

So please. Takecare of yourself, for me okay ?

I love you. *hugs*

xoxo, Syaz ♥

439 ; Careless.

2011-02-07T07:10:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Okay, so today is monday > school.

It was okay, i think. Nothing much to talk about.

Except for a particular thing my friend said which kinda pisses me off.

You don't know him. So don't anyhow say please.

He's a nice guy. A very nice guy. Hmph.

Mocing on,

Prss vs Manjusri just now at school.

Went for the sports and wellness things first.

Watched second half and went to U taste to eat nasi lemak.

With zyla adzhar acap fai atam. Went street for awhile.

Then to vdeck then to stage.

We played this awesome game. Wah, my nose pain.

We had to hold the water in our mouth, Fai become the joker.

Have to make us laugh then whoever gets to hold the longest wins.

Gerek ah sia. Hahahaha. Serious.

Okay, I don't wanna elaborate more.

I wanna go sleep. Look at the time. Padehal. -.-

Ohyes, before i go.

Brother, I'm sorry.

I can take jokes but idk what happen to me that day.

I'm really sorry. I didn't mean it that way.

No, I'm not mad at you anymore brother.

Forgive me please. ):

And to you, I'm sorry too.

I'm a careless person. Idk what to do now.

But to siiiiiiiiiiiiigh. Even if you say youre not mad,

I still am feeling guilty about it. I'm an idiot. Ugh. );

xoxo, Syaz ♥

438 ; moodswings.

2011-02-05T08:49:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

I'm not feeling awesome now.

I needa place to pour my feelings out.

I think this is the best place to do it. Cause I don't think you'll read it.

Hopefully, you don't. Please. :/

And for the rest of you readers. Don't ask me. Don't comfort me.

After reading this please. I don't wish to bring it up, ever.

I'm kinda jealous. Yes, I am.

Oh, I don't know why I'm feeling this way either.

It's a very very very very small matter.

I'm an idiot. I know. Ugh.

I just don't like to read what you two are talking about.

Chatbox provided, for what ?

Okay, I admit. I do that too. But, ugh, it's you we're talking about.

Mane I tak jealous, huh ? :<

I know, I'm not in any position to say this.

I know, I'm not in any position to blog about this.

To you, I'm just another girl. Another bestfriend.

I shall respect that. I shall not keep my hopes high again.

Like the last time. Like forever. I suck at this.

And you know, how I would feel.

Why do it still ? Second time already babe.

Yeah, you miss him. I know.

But salah sape jgak kan. Kau niiii.

But nah, I don't blame you entirely, I understand you. ^^

Overall, at least you know I reply/react to you differently.

I like that. Hehe. That shows that you understand me.

Wee~ But still I'm not in the mood now.

Nak hug ? :<

xoxo, Syaz ♥

437 ; Something extra.

2011-02-04T09:36:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Okay, I know I can continue on the previous post.

But idontknow, i just felt like doing another one.

You don't have to read this. Cause I somehow wanna let everything out.

Issue number one,

I don't like the way my brother acts.

My older brother. I know I've been complaining.

And mentioning it in previous post.

But I just feel like I have to mention it again.

I find it really unfair for him not to help one bit on chores at home.

I don't know when he's gonna wake up.

And be a good example for his younger siblings.

Yeah, complaining won't help. But I told my Abah just now aldy.

He said he's gonna confront him someday.

I don't know when he'll do it but please do it soon.

I'm tired, and I'm sure my parents are too.

Coming home, doing chores straight away.

While he just treats our house like some damn hotel.

Tsk, wake up brother. Wake up.

Issue number two,

School. It has been great.

But I can see that I'm not that close with my classmates anymore.

I don't like that. I've known them for over three years now.

And yet, I'm not really, yknow, that close to them.

But what I like is that, Syafiq, who use ti be so shy,

is starting to open up to us. know mean ?

He's starting to make jokes and all that stufff.

Yeah, it's a bit late for him to be doing that. But hey,

it's better than he never did. Right ? So yeah.

And I can see that most of my guy friends are starting to have girlfriends, etc.

Wah, I watched them grow. Baha. Not exactly la. But yah.

Issue number three,

I want to go shopping! Idontcare with who.

But I need to go shopping! I need more jeans.

I've only got two or three pairs of them. Sadded.

And I wanna get tights, cardigens too.

Oh, rings! I want them. I've got bangles and necklaces already.

But where are my rings ?! Boooo.

Should go get them soon, while I have the money.

You. Let's go shopping! (;

Issue number four,

I don't know what my feelings are towards you.

I don't want to get that feeling again.

Been a trash for too many times already. Tsk.

I know, I'm that type of person who falls for a guy easily.

Ofcourse it'll be hard for me to forget. But I just find it ridiculous.

Hais. I dont know la. But I want you to know that,

I think you're different really. And I wanna thank you.

For always making me laugh and smile, w/o fail.

Even if you don't know how I feel or react.

*hugs* I should give you that one day. ^^

xoxo, Syaz ♥

436 ; February is here.

2011-02-04T09:05:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

I've not been updating I know. Hehe. So lazy la.

So, I went fishing with Alleys two times aldy.

yes, of course i enjoyed myself.

eventhough the journey to the place was rather spooky.

But, yeah everything went great. ^^

I dont know what else to blog about.

but since I'm bored and my blog seems dead. so i decided to update it.

Hehe. Let's talk about something.

Hmm, life has been rather stressful.

yup, like i said in the previous post.

But that time was even worse. I'm okay now.

And, I'm gonna handle everything well. Insya'Allah.

My milestone test is over, thank god.

And i think imma do well for some. Ahuh yeah.

Hopefully I will. Hehe. :B

Moving on,

I went out today with familia.

We went johor. Bought stuff and went karaoke.

It was fun. Dad was shock to see how crazy i could get.

Hahahaha. What a reaction. Eventhough if doesnt sound positive.

Hmph. :P

Woah, Valentines' Day is coming huh.

Neh, I doubt I'd be having one on that day.

It's been liddat since forever. Haha.

Im use to it. And i think my school's gonna sell

roses and etc. Nope, won't be getting that either.

Baha. Embarrassing much. Tsk.

Okay, whateverrr.

I'm officially blank now.

I shall stop here. I know it's pathetic.

But really, idk what to blog about.

I'll update again when I have time okay.

Takecare readers.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

435 ; dont matter.

2011-01-26T06:34:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

See the picture up there ? Yeah that was taken during the days of my elective module. ^^

I'm not that short okay, I was bending down. Hehe.

Moving on,

Somehow, not having a maid's tough for me. Why ?

Because I'm awesome. Okau kidding! Cause I'm use to having one.

Doing all the chored at home. Now, I've gotta do majority of it.

Yes, i do. No matter how tired I am when I'm back from school.

I still have to do it. My siblings ? They are of no use.

My older brother goes to work every morning, comes home later than usual ppl do.

Then he'll most probably go out again to slack till midnight or so after he's freash and full.

My younger brother laze around at home. All he does is play the computer, eat, sleep.

See ? Useless creatures. Tsk.

They act as if we've still got a maid. But reality check! I have to do the chores!

Idk when they're gonna start doing any of them. When they're not told to.

It's no use complaining to mom cause i know they're not going to change.

Hais. Let's just move on with this.

So, milestone tests are coming. Yes, I'm not prepared for it.

I'm lost when it comes to Biology. The respiration thang.

As for chemistry, wasehliao, I dont even like the teacher.

The whole class doesn't like him/her. Shall not make it obvious. (;

Art. I'm not done with my drawings. Yup I'm not.

And I have to fill an A2 size paper. Imagine how many drawings I hafta draw.

I admit, I'm stress.

I'm not really enjoying my life. Emo kan ? I tau.

But what to do. I don't choose this anw.

I wish all of this would dissapear, yknow ? Bleah.

And yeah, I may seem cheerful, hyper and all. But I'm just hiding the pain.

Everything will hit me back like a brick again.

I shall stop here now. So tired.

Takecare readers.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

434 ; So close.

2011-01-21T02:09:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

This week's over already. Time flies indeed huh ?

Elective Module was awesome! I really enjoyed it. :D

But it did give me alot of body aches. Hais.

And the good thing is I learnt alot of great information about our body.

I've got very friendly and engaging trainers. Awesome shitzx.

Imma miss them for sure. Imma miss going to the gym everyday.

Wah, I'm surely gonna miss the module. *extremely sad face*

So moving on, Imma blog about my week. Bear with me people.

Monday ; 17/1

First day of module. Went into 4t1 classroom.

Met the trainers. Simon / Diane . It was kinda boring.

The theory part. They keep blabbing about alot of things.

After recess, we went to the gym. We did warm-ups

and Simon introduced the equipments in the gym.

Tuesday ; 18/1

Second day of module. Theory part again. > Boring!

After recess, to the gym again. Started working out and all that.

I don't remember this day much.

Ohya, the trainer decided to go to the gym straight.

Hell yeah we were happy. Heho. ^^

Wednesday ; 19/1

Third day of module. Straight to the gym.

uhm, i forgot what exactly we did. ohya! first aid and boxing.

Learnt to bandage our risk and elevate the arm.

Recess time. Husein dared me to go out like that so I did.

Mygoodness, just when I step into the canteen, all eyes were on me.

And that was just a few tables only. When it got crowded.

I took the thing off. Hehe, I don't really like people to look at me.

And ask me tons of questions. It annoys me so much. Heh.

So after recess, we did boxing. Ohyeah it was great. ^^

Thursday ; 20/1

Fourth day of module. We had a fieldtrip to Fitness factory.

Get to meet Augustine lee and Joane Chew (?)

Singapore's number one male/female body builder.

Awesome shizx okay! Hehehe. But they just blabbered about

themselves and motivated us to stay committed in something.

Which was very good. And ohmygod, Joane sounds like a man.

I'm sorry but yah. Everyone was super shock when we heard her voice.

And ohmygod, she has a well build body. Wasehliao! Ahaha.

Serious manzx. So does Augustine Lee. The packs, Masya'Allah!!

It can freaking move laaaa. hahaha. Unbelievable okay.

So then, went back to school, recess. Back to the gym.

Warmups, workouts, CPR, boxing. Gerek. (Y)

Ohya, before that we had written test. I got 14 out of 15.

Just one bloody mistake. Tsktsk. Careless uh basically.

I tied my score with Xian Zhi. ^^

Friday ; 21/1

Fifth day of module. Last day already.

Had presentation. I got to present boxing in front of the whole class.

It's like a tiny person demonstrating boxing to tall people. Yikes!

Nervous ttm. But everything went fine. ^^

After all of that, it's time to give the certificate of participation to everyone.

And the top three prizes. They called one by one.

Sebastian won 3rd place. Got another certificate and 20bucks voucher.

Hanis won 2nd place. Got the same thing.

I won 1st place. > Best Trainee. Super surprise uh.

Cause I thought xian zhi would get it. Waaah.

Got another certificate plus 30bucks voucher.

I is happy liao! Hehehehehe. But sadly, i didnt know who to go spent it with.

The voucher is for Seoulgarden, Fresh bulgoggi, Breeks cafe. Weee~

So yeah. I went home after school -.-

So that's my weak. Wah, now I'm having back pain. Hahaha.

Over stretched my whole body. Sadded.

Okay, I think I shall end here. I've got chores to do.

That bitch owes me for running away. _|_

xoxo, Syaz ♥

433 ; I love your personality. (;

2011-01-15T09:03:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Meet my ohsoawesomeverytalentedandonehellofaweirdo bestfriend,
who claims he's Pitbull, Afique Quelo. :D

He's the one who always keeps me laughing/smiling
like I'm this crazy short girl you see in class or wherever. Haha.
And yes, also the one who keeps me company at night. :>

Okay, as you can see, I'm running out of pictures. Bleah.

So there might be random pictures here and there. Hehe.

Moving on, school's okay. But it's tiring at the same time.

I'm not getting use to having extra 5mins to each period.

It's getting hard to know when the class ends. Tsk.

And it's really pathetic. Hais. Kay enough!

Idk what to blog about actually. But im bored ttm! -.-

Imma blog things that comes into my mind. So if this post gets really messed up,

I suggest you not to read it, arasso ? :>

YAAAY! ELECTIVE MODULE NEXT WEEK!

I mean, this coming week. I got Sport&Wellness and im really looking forward to it.

Hehehehe. And we don't have to bring books or anything.

Cause we aint gonna study. Ouuuyeah~ I cant wait *jumps for joy*

But the sad thing is, I didn't get the same course as Eyla;Beauty services.

Alaah, means no roflmao-ing la gini. Tsk.

Ohya, I found out what's my height and weight last tuesday.
And ofcourse I'm not happy with it! I'm shooooort. );
I only grow one bloody cm know! *extremely sadface*
So unfair. I felt like crying when I got to know. Hahahaha.
I know it sounds pathetic but ya, I really did.
But I was quite happy with my weight.
I manage to maintain it. Lost one kg lagi ade. Fuuuh! ^^
I think Imma lose more. I just have to find time to jog.
Ahuh yeah. And I gotta find ways to grow taller. How uh ? Tsk!
It pains me to be judge as a lower sec girl, cause im not okay.
Don't judge the book by it's cover you ass :P
And WanJ keeps asking me "eh primary brape ah kau"
You annoying bastard. Hmph. Moving on,

Uhm, *thinks of what to blog about*

Aha! I aint feeling good right now. Maybe cause i got really drenched yesterday

Thanks to Ram and Acap la ni. Grrr! But no I'm not angry. Nuh uh, im not.

Ah, speaking of yesterday. I kindda had a great time uh.

Get to meet some of my boys (chey!) and yeah, I miss them.

I know, it's been like less than a week since I last saw them.

But, idk, i just miss them. Weird huh, i know. Huehue.

Had dinner w Afique, Meer, WanRay at ljs. Then rounding here and there.

Yknow, wanray sometimes cracks me up. Maybe cause of the way he acts.

Hahaha, there's just something about him. Kapheesh.

As for today, I went out to see 'em.

Despite feeling kindda awful. But neh imma put that aside.

I have to admit, I really love watching them play.

I sometimes laugh by myself if I see something funny. Haha.

And talk to myself too. -.-" Idk what's wrong wimme la.

But yeah. I love that feeling.

I'm very angry/sad/frustrated about my art. Ugh!
It got wet yesterday. And it's for my bloody N level coursework.
F this shit alright. It took me at least an hour to draw them.
And it all got wet. Ms Sheena's gonna kill me ahhhh! *frowns*

Okay, I really have nothing to talk about, my neck's giving me problems.

Till here, toodles ~

xoxo, Syaz ♥

432 ; pressure.

2011-01-07T08:24:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Okay, the picture is soooo last year.

When I went for my oh-so-awesome holiday to Istanbul, Turkey.

I wanna go other countries again uh. Last chance aldy. :B

Okay so, imma talk about this week.

It's been hell for me, with all the diagnostic test going on.

I only get less than 5 hours of sleep everyday. Sigh.

And yes I had to force my eyes open in school.

But serve me right, right. I didn't study in the holidays. Baha.

The papers were okaaay.

I just don't have confidence in my combined sciences and ofcourse, math.

Had bio just now, and ohmygod, the paper was difficult.

same goes for the chemistry paper. as for math, uhm.

I always have no cinfidence in passing. my weakest subject of them all. :B

So I'm really glad diagnostic test are over. Now,

I just have to wait for my results. The less the remedial, the better.

Okay, I take that back. Idk if I would want to attend it even if I pass.

I'm feeling the N level pressure already.

I mean, this year I have to really work hard to achieve my goals.

Pass my N levels and proceed to sec five, insya'Allah.

But I'm stuck between going to sec five or ite, higher nitec.

Ite's not that bad okay. Idk why people look down on these schools.

I somehow think they do offer some great courses. Sigh, oh idk.

I heard that there's a huge gap from 4N and 5N way of studying.

In terms of the language for english and stuff liddat.

See, I can feel the pressure. Then what if I proceed to sec five but cant make it.

Gosh, that'll be a watse of my time sia. Tsk. So im stuck.

Moving oooooon, okay there's nothing else. -.-

Oh! It's great that the weekends are here.

Finally I could catch up on my sleep. Hehe. ^^

I slept for about 5hours plus just now. But no its not enough.

Im eally sleepy now but I dont wanna sleep, not yet. xP

I somehow, can't wait for the third week of school.

Cause there'll be enrichment classes for 4Ns and 4T.

No lessons if I'm not wrong so yeah.

Have I ever mentioned that the sec ones in my school all kenet-kenet.

Small in size I mean. Like literally. I mean,

I know I have not rights to say this cause look at me. I'm short.

And yes most of my juniors are taller than me. Sadded.

But hey, short people are cute! Hahahahaha. Okay kidding la~

So yeah. I've been told by nigel/seb that I might as well join the sec ones.

You bloody busted. Hahahaha. But nevermind.

I'm still awesome! ^^ \/

mind me okay, cause that'll be my favourite phrase for now.

Hehehehehe. But ofcourse I'm kidding la. -.-

Till here readers. Takecare.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

431 ; first day of school.

2011-01-04T00:45:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Yes, I'm back from school. Imma goodgirl, yknow. (;

I don't think Imma go out again. Gonna revise my Math later.

And maybe do a lil bit of art. Yup, I am gonna do it.

No, fooling around for these upcoming test.

Fine, I know I'm studying last minute.

But I think that's the best way cause the topics I revise will be fresh in my head.

Okay so let's talk about the first day of school.

I had a hard time waking up early in the morning. Hehe.

My fault, I slept at 1plus, yesterday. :B

Met Eyla at cheers. Blabla. New teachers. New classroom.

Gah, I want my old classroom back. I find it more comfortable but oh well.

So yeah. FT will be Mdm Veni. CFT will be Mrs Xiao Min.

They're okay i guess. Gotto make changes.

I have an awesome english teacher. Mrs Aniza.

I love her personalities. And she's pretty too. Envy her la. ^^

Bio teacher is my ft. History/SS will be Mrs Foo.

Or should I say Mdm Foo. She's married a few days to ago. :D

Yeah that;s it. I think the rest of the subject will be the same as last year.

Sigh. I'm not prepared for N levels. What more, Os.

I scared I can't cope. Eventhough there's not much topics unlike express.

But .. Idk. And the expectations to go to poly is high.

If I wanna go Poly, I've gotta go through another year of hell.

If I go ITE. I'm way to afraid not getting a job in the future.

I mean, we hafta atleast have an O level certificate to get a decent job.

If God is willing, Imma go for sec five then poly. Amin.

Moving on,

I somehow feel awkward with my other classmates.

Yes, I do. I guess we've gotten much further during the holidays.

And yes I admit, I spend MOST of my time with Alleys.

But hey, at least they do make an effort to make an outing or something.

Or should I say I make an outing. Cause I know they'll be there.

Why I say that ? It's cause most of them could go.

As for my classmates, Idk. They just have something on that day or something.

Sigh. Idk la. I shouldn't be saying all these anyway. It's just bottled up thats all.

But I am certain that everything will go back to normal. Ahuh yeah.

Awesome shiz, starting school at 830 tmrw. ^^

Equals to more time to sleep.

Imma stop here now. There's nothing else for me to blog about.

Takecare, readers (if I have any -.-)

xoxo, Syaz ♥

430 ; Happy New Year everybody!

2011-01-01T09:12:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Happy New Year, everybody!! :>

Okay, first of all, don't come to any conclusions yet.

That's Afique Quelo, one of my bestfriends. ^^

I was talking while Shol took the picture. Grr. No fair.

Moving on, yesterday wasn't really the best days of my life.

I was feeling awful and all but was better omw back to tampines.

from town. prank me again and i'll kill you bro! hmph! *frowns*

So, I'm so not ready for school. Seriously.

And I've said this for like how many times already ? Sigh.

i know Imma die for art. Cause I've not done anything.

My printer has no ink. So I can't print any pictures.

I've not been studying either. Hah. Imma die when school re-opens.

I've forgotten almost everything that's been told. Aigu.

Mampui noh. :/

I've not bought my bag yet. Billabong bag. );

The last time I checked at Isetan, the bag I wanted dah tkde.

Sadded. Hopefully I could go buy them tmrw.

And mom told me she's gonna buy me contacts. Awesome shiz.

Hehehe. Last minute preparations = A shitty start.

I'm bored to death now.

Stayed at home the whole day today. Yup I did.

But it's okay. Cause I got home at 3plus in the morning yesterday.

Alah, new year. so tkpela. hehehehe :B

till here then. takecare readers.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

429 ; ❒ Single ❒ Taken ✔ WHO CARES, I'M AWESOME :D

2010-12-28T10:19:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Okay, I'm bored. And it's like 1.51 in the morning.

I've been sleeping really late recently. God knows why.

And yes, all I do is watch tv, tumblr, tweet, fb. Hehe.

Okay so, there's nothing to update about actually.

I've been spending alot of my time outside.

Either with me familia or Alleys. Doing shopping or just slacking arnd.

That's basically it. My point is.. I've not been studying!

And there's like tons of diagnostic test coming up.

Yes, right on the very first day of school! Sucks, i know.

So there's only 4 more days for me to revise. Excluding today.

Cause I know I won't be studying. And I think there's no point in me

saying all of these at all. Cause, somehow, I know I won't do it :/

I'm getting from bad to worse. Boo me! Hais.

Okay, shall move on now.

So what I did today was, or should I say yesterday.

I met Alleys. They were playing takraw and all. And I brought my guitar wimme.

Was suppose to go out with Eyla. but she said it'll be better if we do it later.

So we will, hopefully. Speaking about later, Imma buy my school books, finally.

Last minute I know. Some people may think I'm crazy for doing so -.-"

I'm still thinking of buying the unifrom, though. It's new and ugly.

Like seriously. Me no loike at all. So do the others, I'm sure.

Pfft. Our principal should really ask the students opinion first. Tsk.

Imma aether my skirt if I do buy it. Yeah, it'll take at least 3days fo sure.

Okay, I don't know what to talk about now.

Ah! I wanna buy myself a Billabong bag for school. Wee ~

Yes, shall do that soon. By the end of this week, of course.

Before school reopens. Then Imma buy contacts, I'm still 50-50 bout it though.

2011 = A new me. Insya'Allah. :D

Till here, readers..

I'll update soon, if I want to. Hehe. It's dead I know.
Takecare!

xoxo, Syaz ♥

428 ; Those stakarats that I adore.

2010-12-24T11:07:00.000-08:00

Muke evil sia. Ahaha.

I love this pic. Everyone looks so happy. ^^

Look at Mal! Like some retarded kid. Roflmao!

Imma stop here. Too many liao.

427 ; Sentosa w Alleys!

2010-12-24T10:47:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Sentosa w Alleys on the 23rd was awesome! :D

I thought many wouldn't turn up, yknow.

But there was like 25 people all together. Awesome shitzxc.

But, I was hoping Eyla and Dan would be there. );

Saya rindu sama kamu berdua, especially Eyla. Hmph.

Okay moving on. So here's what happened the whole day.

We were suppose to meet at 1230, small mac.

I thought I was late. Cause I went out on the dot. hehe.

But.. I was the first one to reach. Yeah the first.

The rest same 1245 onwards. About an hour later,

then we started to walk to the mrt. Zyla thought she lost her wallet.

So me and her ran all the way back. But we found out t was w Mustaq.

Wasted our breath and strength. Thanks sp. Sheesh.

So then. took the mrt to outram park.

From there tranfered to another one to harbour front.

Reached harbour front went straight to the monorail.

Bought tickets. 3bucks, okayla tu. (:

Stopped at the beach station. Bought drinks and everything.

They off to Palawan Beach.

At Palawan Beach.

We crossed the bridge thinking we were going to sit there.

But changed their mind. So we walked back.

No one brought mat along. -.- So we bought two of 'em.

The rest changed and everything. I didnt.

Cause I didn't bring extra clothes. Which was stupid of me.

I decided to search for shorts. Bought one. 7bucks plus.

Waste of money, I damn bloody know okay! Hmph. xD

As for the shirt, Sadina Dny was kind enough to lend me her spare one.

Thank you soooo much. Hehe. I owe you one. ^^

I didnt wanna get into the water yet. yknow why if youre clever enough.

took alot of photos of the guys doing backflips etc.

My camera basah sey. Sadded. Luckily I'm not wet.

So then after an hour or so, Mal wanted my camera.

He wanted to go to the tower w Anggit and Ray. So they did.

I was like "ah bwk camera jaoh2, tkpe." heh!

I didnt want it to get wet, that's why. :B

So then the guys got bored and played rugby.

I was busy doing "snowball" with the sand. ahehe.

So then they played dog bone. I was the empire.

I suck at it, i know okay. You guys dont have to say it );

They got pissed off wimme. Haha. My fault laaaa ~

So then we buried Ahmad, Afique, Fai, Wa'an. Then left them there.

While we go watch the sunset. Haha. :P

After that. Ate the food that Ram brought along.

That wasn't a proper meal. And I didn't eat a proper meal before that too.

I didn't feel like so. Idk why. Ahuh yeah.

So after that, we changed and all.

Went to the.. let's call it the mini interchange.

Took the shuttle bus to vivo.

Before all of that. Wan J did something that cracked me up!

He took in helium and made all of us laugh, especially me.

I swear it was funny. He was like "eh Syaz, you want me to slap your face."

In malay. Hahahahaha! yuck fou la okay. ahaha.

Took the bus. We conquered about a quater of it.

Yes, that's how many people came. Off the vivo.

Went our seperate ways. Some wanted to go home.

Some wanted to eat at Vivo. I went to vivo. Ate burger king/ljs.

Sat arnd at the playground. The guys was goofing arnd as usual.

Camwhored here and there. Went off arnd 10plus.

Reached Tampines at arnd 1130/45 liddat.

Went to Mac. Sat arnd. Then I went off with Acap Seleykeh.

Took 291 as usuaaaaal. Reached home at 1am on ze dot!

Overall, I had an awesome awesome awesome time!

hehehehe. I think imma plan for countdown too. Ahuh yeah.

Make yourselves free guys! Make sure! (;

Photos next. Till here readers.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

426 ; Photos!

2010-12-23T10:19:00.000-08:00

Strawberry Farm!

Journey to the waterfall. (we thought it was)

Tea Farm. It's hugee!

Berjaya Times Square.

Pentagon

okay, thats it for my trip.

more photos on fb.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

425 ; Cameron Highlands/KL tirp!

2010-12-23T10:08:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Wah, my trip was great but not that awesome.

Cause I was sick halfway at KL. Sucks huh, I know.

And the view at Cameron Highlands was spectaculaaaar!

The weather there was nice too. 18degrees. Wah, syiok! :>

okay, imma talk about this briefly cause i dont really remember.

hehe. okay so, we went there with two other fantabulous family.

I went off at night. on the 17th. Slept at mom's friend's place.

At jb. Okayla, quite creepy jgak the place. So then,

woke up early in the morning the next day. Showered and everything.

Went off to Cameron. It was a looooooooooong journey!

Emgee, tkbleh tahan pantat. heh. :B

So then, to get to C.high, we've got to drive up the hill.

Walao. It can make you vomit ah. That's all I've gotta say.

Massive jam. We were stuck there for an hour plus. Ahuh yeah.

Reached the hotel, went out to grab a bite.

The next day, we were leaving already. Ahuh just one night.

But before that. We went to the strawberry farm, tea farm.

Wah, awesome places I tell ya. I'll upload some of the pics later okay.

So then after a few hours, went off to KL.

Two nights at Noble Hotel. guess where it's located ..

Majid India. Hais, not even a proper lobby sia.

Then the room we got was kindda small for six people to live in.

But still okayla, since it's near mum's fave place.

The next day, we went to berjaya time square.

I had fun riding the rides with Syafiqah and my lil brother.

Bumper cars, roller coaster, everything. Gerek gileeee!

Went off to petaling street next. I bought myself a wallet. Hehe.

I was feeling sick then. But i didnt say a word yet.

Next, to pentagon where we had dinner. or should i say they.

I felt reallyreallyreally sick after that. And I wanted to vomit real bad.

I standby one plastic bag infront of me. But the vomit didnt come out.

Until, finally, it did. Emgee, it was aaaaalot. Eww. xD

Went to the toilet and everything. Took taxi back to the hotel.

Next morning, I still felt sick. My head was gonna expload anytime soon.

Parents went out for breakfast. We, children, continued sleeping.

Woke up, showered, went out. It was a bad idea ah.

I forced myself to eat. Then told dad i wanted go back to the hotel.

Luckily, the mall was near our hotel. Went back, i slept till they got back.

Then checked out. Off back home. Yeah, that's it.

Oh! I bought myself a pair of Nike shoes too for school.

Hehe. This will be the first time I'm wearing expensive shoes for school.

Serious. Haha. The guys conferm tegor pnye. Hmm.

22 december 2010.

I went out with my familia to vivo.

then we went to far east plaza to have dinner.

I bought a bag there and bracelets. hehe. happy kid liao! ^^

then back home. till here for all of these.

i'll talk about the trip to sentosa afterafter this.

or else it's gonna be one hell of a long post.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

424 ; Forget you.

2010-12-13T08:45:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum

I've been having a rough time lately.

I know, skit2 happy skit2 sedih. But i don't choose this to happen.

It's just not my time, that's all. I'm sure everything will get better in the future.

Insya'Allah. I'm certain of it ^^

So, I was sick for a few days now.

Fever, throat infection, cough. Fever had gonw away now.

But not my cough. As for throat infection. Umm, okay la.

Not that bad. I hate to cough now. Sakit gila sey tekak.

Moving on,

I went karaoke on sunday w Alleys. ^^

Awesome okay. We were like drunk. Laughing here and there.

Dancing to songs. Basically, sang our hearts out. Hoho.

Awesome gila. But not all were there ofcourse.

So after all of that. We went to eat. Then sat arnd.

Telling ghost stories and all. Great ah. But i didnt realise it was aldy 12.

Hah. So went home. Took the bus at Ram's bustop w Acap.

Biase jgak, kene antar black balek. Haha. So yeah.

I was lucky enough I didnt get a scolding. If noooot, habes ~

As for today, I didnt go out. Lazyyyy!

I've been otp-ing w Dan, Azmeer, Zul hulk lately.

Along with Afique Torres, last night. ;D

Gerek gila. We would talk till 5 in the mornin. Hoho.

As or tonight, I think im not gonna talk for that long.

Feeling sleepy already now. Hehehehe.

Okay, i guess im done here. Takecare readers.

Friends. You just had to tell me that huh.

You just have to tell me to move on, forget you and all.

Okay, I may told you I would. I'm afraid, I lied.

I noticed that I ain't moving anywhere. I just can't..

I'm the one who had to understand you ? Then how about me ?

You don't spare a thought of how I fell don't you.

I don't expect anything from you, I swear. I don't blame you neither.

I know I can't call you mine. But atleast let me like you.

That's all I ask. You don't have to respond to it.

Maybe time will tell, if I moved on anot..

xoxo Syaz ♥

423 ; One of the best days of me life.

2010-12-10T07:36:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

ALLEYS FAMILY CHALET WAS AWESOME !

haha, i sweaaaaaar! We should definitely organise another one!

Ahuh yeah, Insya'Allah okay brothers ? (;

Okay i know i should have updated when I got back on wed.

But I was busy that day, uploading tons of pictures at fb. So yeah. hehe.

So I'll try to remember what happened la okay. ^^

Monday ; 6 Dec 2010

So, I was suppose to go with Ram and all right ?

But I didn't cause Eyla wanted to meet me first. And help.

Hehe. So yeah. She came to my house at arnd 2 plus.

Took the taxi to downtown. I pay la ofcourse. Heh.

Then after that, went down to where fhir's kak sdare booked.

S-12 . Wah binget je sia tgok tu bilik. Pfft. But I shall not elaborate.

So then, more came after we did. Ram bbq-ed the satay and stuff.

Alamak, I can't remember that much la. Hmm.

So then, I was kindda sad when Eyla was leaving.

Send her to the gate area then went back down. I'll skip to at night.

So some of us wanted to go to swamp. And we did.

I saw things but neh It's me imagination only. Im sure ^^

So then we separated cause we thought there was police. Haha.

That was like arnd 2plus 3plus in ze morning. So then.

I went with the guys. Met the others then we decided to go Redhouse.

Saw police again. So me and some of the guys ran.

Aku tertinggal ah ofcourse. Drg pecut pye laju mane tak tertinggal kan.

So then. When we were at the gate area. Danial called.

He was asking if I'm okay anot. I was just out of breath, that's all.

He sounded worried and told us to wait at ze gate. So we did.

Then suddenly I saw Dan. I think he ran uh. Yeah should be.

So then we went back to the chalet and stuff liddat.

Waited for the other group. When they came, something bad happened.

I don't wanna elaborate. But it was bad, to me.

I've never seen you guys liddat. It made me tear. But Im glad everything was fine.

Tuesday ; 7 Dec 2010

It was kindda boring. But it was okay at the same time.

Know mean ? Heh. I forgot what I did that day.

Ohya! I went swimming in ze morning. W Dan, Mal, Ray.

Yeah just us four. Since the rest doesn't want to.

Swam for a few hours i think. Satu2 merajok so they left. Haha.

Ohya, w meer and bear too if im not wrong. They joined us a bit later.

After swimming .. I forgot what I did. Ah!

Went out with Ram, fhir, ray fo'awhile. Cause nak amek food etc.

Took taxi back to chalet. After that .. sang and stuff liddat.

Went down to class pit fo'awhile. I can see that they're having fun.

Which is a good thing. I miss you guys, yknow ? );

I slept early that day. Like fcuking early.

And the guys keeps waking me up. Pfft! I hate it when that happens okay!

You guys are lucky I didn't freaking shouted. Hmph! xD

I keep changing places to sleep at. Ade je yg mengacau tau. Tsk.

Wednesday ; 8 Dec 2010

Woke up. Straight away go mandi cause I know later ramai.

Pack up and stuff then went off.

Took taxi back home. W Ram, zyla, fhir. Ahuh yeah.

Slept straight away when I got back. I know like piggy.

But hey, I didn't get enough sleep. Plus I'm working the next day.

So yeah. That's it. Pictures on fb okay. Malas nak post sini.

I'm done with fever now. Which kindda suck real bad ah.

I'm suppose to eat my medicine also ni. But lazy la. Heh :B

As for today, I spend my day w Eyla and Ibu. ^^
I am a happy gobber yeah! Till here readers, takecare!

xoxo, Syaz ♥

422 ; Bbq @ Mrs Chiam's place!

2010-12-05T18:14:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Yesterday was ze bom! Ahaha.
I had an awesome time with my classmates, really.
We played twister and everything. Woo.
But I wish Siti Nabilah was there );
Much misses. The rest were asking me where she was.
Hais. You see, we come in a pair.
I'll be really weird if I came and she didn't. well vice versa.
Moving on. The food was okay. I ate quite a lot. Hah.
Idk why but i felt like eating alot yesterday, So yeah.

Me and a few others went off at 10plus.
When we wanted to go to the bustop. There was this huge dog.
Damn, it looked like a freaking, what's the name, i forgot nevermind.
So then. This Nigel was mingle-ing arnd it cause it's not tied to the owner.
All of us were scared, no doubt about that.
Then suddenly out of no where, nigel shouted "eh! he follow sia!"
Then everyone started running. And yes I did too.
After I saw the people in front of me run, which was amirah and shereen.
Then from the side I could see Syafiq by passing me. Hahahahaha.
Then when I turned back, I saw the other guys started walking, laughing.
Walao! It was funny so I too did laugh. Till I hurt my butt -.-
Both Amirah and shereen was no where at sight.
Hahahahahaha. Swear it was funny. Met them near the bustop.
Fcuk, Nigel Ong. Hahahahaha. But hey,
When I think it back, it is veryvery funny. Mygod, awesome prank dude.
We all took 17 home. Excluding Amirah. She took the cab.
Saw Fhir, Zul hulk, Atam at one of the bustop. Hah.
Reached home after 11pm. Tsk2.

As for today.
I AM SO DAMN BLOODY EXCITED TO GO TO ALLEYS CHALET!
Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe!
I swear I am. I know I'm gonna have an awesome time there! Wooo!
*jumps for jooooooooooy!* Haha, okay over reacting much.
So, I'm meeting Ram and Fhir first.
Then to check-in with the stuff that we bought that day.
And the plates, etc mommy gave to me from work. Tons of 'em.
I hafta take the bus lagi. Aiyo Malu sia. );
But nevermind. I think imma ask my maid to accompany me. Hehe ^^
So yeah. Meeting them at arnd 1pm.

Daddy doesn't allow me to stay over.
But i still want to. He was like "If can come home."
And I'm like "*watch tve*" Kimak, pagi2 sia kene lecture.
Sape nak pegi dngr. Hais. Hopefully,
I wont be the only girl sleeping over. That'll be uncomfortable ah.
Okay till here. Takecare!

xoxo, Syaz ♥

421 ; JB with familia and two black dudes. ^^

2010-12-04T08:31:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Okay, i had an awesome time today! Hehehe.

So as you can see from my title, i went to JB.

With familia and two black dudes. Ahuh yeah. I did.

It's Ramdhan and Fhir. Kecoh gila i tell ya.

Okay, let's start from the morning.

I woke up at arnd 915. I was still sleepy though.

But i had to cause the guys were coming in less than an hour time.

So yeah. Ram texted me at 846 which was surprising.

Cause i thought they were gonna be late.

So yeah. I lay down for a bit and took a bathe.

They were downstairs when I was halfway done grooming. -.-

Waited for dad to call. Then we went down.

Met the guys under this blk near my house. Then brought them to the car.

First stop, SGH. Cause mommy wants to take her blood test.

Then we went down to Sarangoon road to get the charcoal for bbq.

Then to Woodlands to change money.

Yes we went from one place to another. But what to do.

Okay then we went to JB. It was jam a bit but it wasn't that bad.

We went to Tesco to get our stuff. But before that, we ate first.

I went off with the guys first to do our shopping. Cause mom&dad were still eating.

This comes the fun part. Haha. Imma tell it briefly..

Took trolley and everything. Then started to look for the stuff that we need.

Apparently i was holding to the list, kene legong sama itu Ram. Hmph, stupid black. :P

The guys were arguing with each other cause they wanted to push the trolley. -.-

Pathetic right ? I know. Then they were playing with it.

Doing "donut" like motor liddat. "drift" and everything.

Ahaha. It's funny seeing them like that. Seriously.

One part, Ram was suppose to count the prices of the items we took.

But, stupidly, he didnt and we had to go to this machine to tag the barcode.

Then count the total price of the items. -.-"

We had to restart two times cause of my mistake and fhir's.

Hahahahaha. Swear it was funny. Ram piss off je pat situ.

Blablabla, Fhir wanted shisha so we bought em.

So then, after shopping for our stuff.

We went to Jusco. To watch a movieeee! ^^

Ngangkung. A horror comedic kindda movie.We had an hour or so before the movie starts.

So me, the guys and me familia went our separate ways.

They bought food. And drinks. And sat arnd fo'awhile

Ram was hungry, still. Cause of his high level of metabolism.

So we searched for the money changer all around the huge mall.

Until, I had to ask for direction. Sheesh.

So after changing, they went and buy ciggs. Tsk3. Ehyyyy,

I didnt know there was a small packet of ciggs. Long ones too.

Then after that we went to the foodcourt. After eating,

we went back to the theater area and met me familia there.

...

The movie was okay. Funny and there were parts where

they scare the shit out of you. Haha. I was like covering my eyes :/

So when the movie ended, it was already 9plus.

Went home after the guys bought their games.

Send Ram and fhir to Ram's place.

Helped them carry the stuffs up. Talked to them fo'awhile more.

Then I went down, they went off to slack at idk where.

Reached home. Bathe and all. Then here! :D

So overall, I had fun today. I really did.

Hopefully, they did too. ^^

I can't wait for our chalet now! Hehehehe.

Conferm gerek. Ade shisha semue. Woo! xD

As for tmrw, I've got plans already.

Gonna go for bbq at Mrs Chiam's place.

With classmates. Hehehehe. Awesome pnye la!

Okay, till here now. I is tired! Takecare!

xoxo, Syaz ♥

420 ; You don't have to rub it in.

2010-12-02T06:23:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Okay, i had an awesome time today. Hell yeah i did.

So i went out to meet Eyla in the afternoon.

Went down to Tampnies Changkat CC to get my bursary form chopped.

So then, met Alleys at somewhere. They played takraw.

It was raining quite heavily uh. But ape drg kesah kan.

So me and eyla decided to get drench. hehe.

We were like walking from one place to another. xD

Awesome shiz. I miss her, tons.

It was super cold after everything ah. Haha.

Ate at burger king, just us two. I met them back under Ram's vdeck.

Slacked for awhile. They wanted to go buy somethin but i went home.

Moving on,

I've got work tmrw at 3pm. Eventually,

the number of students working decreased. Like,

only the chosen ones get to continue to work.

And yes, i am one of em. Hehe.

Eventhough it's tired and everything. But i kindda like it.

If can i wanna earn more money. But time doesnt allow.

I've got work on Saturday too. But i aint going.

I've got plans on that day. Hehe.

Gonna go jb with my family and Ram and fhir.

Haha. It's gonna be awkward but yeah.

We wanted to get the food and everything for chalet ^^

Gonna be a blast. And i know it!

As for sunday, Imma go to mrs chiam's place.

bbq baybeh! ^^ Hopefully there's pool there.

Whoopwhoop. :D

Okay till here now. Imma continue tumblr-ing.

Takecare readers.

1st December, the day i confessed.

I know I was beating arnd the bush. But the way you replied was rude, I swear.

But I guess I'm use to it. Use to you being like that.

That I didn't feel the pinch. I, myself, was surprised.

Then the next day. Yes it was awkward.

You do not have to emphasize on the word EX,

when you wanted to sang that song.

The fact that you knew that I like you, you don't have to rub it in.

You don't know how i felt then. If only you knew, dude.

But still, thank you for the jacket. I'll wash and give it to you soon.

I like you, that was what i wanted to say.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

419 ; but i always seem to end up nowhere

2010-11-29T02:04:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum.

As you can see. I'm staying home the whole day today.

Fcuking boring but i have to since I've been going out lately.

So yeah. Mom, dad and my lil sibs went to KL last Saturday.

Hell yeah I went out. The weekeends for me is like any normal weekday.

So then, mom said I should stay at home today. So here I am.

So on saturday, i went to simei.

with the guys to watch them play takraw.

Alleys lost most of the games. idk why but team swine wasn't on form.

but hey, afiq harraz's regus are really strong. good job guys! (;

I reached home before 11pm. Ni la, parents tkde rumah :B

As for sunday, i thought of not going out.

But Ram wanted his prepaid. So terpakse la aku klua.

I went jogging alone at central park. 950m times 2.

I didnt stop at all. Whoppie! Imma aim for 5points in NAFA for next year again. :D

Insya'Allah !

When i told the guys i wanted to go for a jog,

Ram was like "dah kurus kedengkik gi jogging buat ape"

means skinny go jog for what. pnye psal la black. :P

The guys keep disturbing me with dad's name. Tak baik siao.

They were like DI-J heat the beat. HA-HA-HA blablabla. hmph.

nevermind, they'll shut up sooner or later.

So yeah. I bought Ram his prepaid so now i don't owe him anything.

Yay. Pnye la suke dah dpat prepaid.

i didnt know what to say when we were at reshmi.

so then he was like "kate hot 128 je. atau Ramdhan hot"

means just say hot 128 or Ramdhan hot. i was like ...

*looks at him* *walks away* hahahahaha. tktau malu.

i reached home before 10. ^^

Moving on,

my family is suppose to come home today. But mom just called

saying she'll be back tmrw. Boooo ~ Hmph.

I bet they're having fun at KL. But hey, my fault la.

Cause i choose not to follow. Hehe, malas nak mampos. -.-

So yeah Serve me right.

Another thing, i got to know Alleys chalet on the 6th to 8th December.

Means it's clashing with schoolmates bbq pit. tsk.

Idk how niiii. Hmm. So then I'll most probably not go. Alah, see first la.

Fhir pnye psal la ni. Tsk. 1st to 3rd dah sui sia. );

Okay, i will end here. Do not want to blabber to much.

Takecare readers.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

418 ; through it all.

2010-11-25T20:02:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum .

well so, I've been going out this few days.

And mom&dad aint happy about it. Hehe.

I went down to street on monday and tuesday.

Then went out with Eyla on wednesday. Followed by jogging

at the tampines stadium. 6 rounds, made it! ^^

then slacked under the void deck fo'awhile.

Talk and stuff. Home.

As for yesterday, i went out with my cousins.

Tons of laughter here and there. Ate at Wendys.

Then to Farah's house fo'awhile.

A'tiqah wanted to go home. I went down to street.

When i walked pass, no one was there. exclude bdk shelter.

So i called people who came in mind. Some tak angkat. Baik.

So then i took the bus. Ray called asking where i was.

Then he called again but Ram was talking.

He told me to go back to street. -.-" So i did uh.

They played takraw somewhere. Won most of the games.

Against Inn or whoever that guy's name is and his regu. Go Alleys! ^^

As for today, I'm going to work. Ahuh yeah.

Should be coming home late. And my leg's gonna get hell all over again.

Then tmrw, Alley's gonna go against Afiq Harraz's team, takraw.

Please don't be confident on wining, anyone of you.

I'm like stuck in between two. So idk who I'll support.

Please dont create any fights okay, guys ? Hais.

Suppose to go to work but I'll pass since idk who I'll be going with.

So i guess that's it. Gonna get ready to go to work now.

till here, takecare.

xoxo, Syaz ♥

417 ; The day everything turns gold for Alleys.

2010-11-22T00:16:00.000-08:00

3rd for the girls team \m/

1st for Alley Boys \m/

Washing up, etc.

More pictures on fb. till here now.

xoxo, Syaz ♥